Sunday, 14 July 2013

Skinny mini?

Dear anonymous,

If I could be skinny for a day again, that would be ace. I've had a really exponentially terrible body day today. Tomorrow I'm supposed to go to the beach and as much as I want to get a tan, I might just feign sickness. It makes me cringe to think about showing this body to the beach world. People are going to judge me for my love handles and my cookie pouch belly and my scars. We'll just see, I guess. Maybe tomorrow I'll like my body.

Love,
Michelle

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

Will it ever be the same?

Dear anonymous,

Two years ago I wrote this letter on another blog to someone that I missed. I didn't mention his name there but I will here: Noah Parker. Yes, he is Josh's little brother. Yes, he is three years younger than me. Yes, he now has a girlfriend. Yes, he has grown up. No, we don't still talk. I just know these things because I'm a huge creep that still keeps tabs on his life. All their lives really (there are four of them). You'll find the letter here if you want to read it.

The funny thing is that even two years later, I still feel the same. I wrote that letter because I missed him. Well I still do.

Love,
Michelle

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

How am I going to deal with this all year?

Dear anonymous,

I'm getting real tired of my sister yelling at me when she gets in one of her moods. Yes, I sit at home and don't really study all that much but, that's just me. I'm lazy and I like it. When I have a day off from class, I like to take the time to catch up on tv shows and watch bad films and eat to my heart's content. So I haven't gotten us on the waiting list for parking yet - our property manager is a dick and won't send me a letter to say we don't get a parking spot on site. So I haven't gotten the fabric tailored yet for the pillows - I don't know where to go in Toronto and Toronto sort of scares me. So I accidentally thought we spent $50 and would get free shipping but it turns out we only spent $44 and had to pay $10 for shipping - my mistake. Guess what? I make mistakes. I don't do things. I'm lazy and I am shit. Deal with it. Stop fucking yelling at me. I know it's all my fault.

Love,
Michelle