Now what?

Dear anonymous,

Tonight I finally replied to Josh. Or rather, during the day I replied to him. He has seen my message. It wasn't exactly friendly if I'm being honest but it also wasn't rude. It just stated exactly what I know (which is really nothing at all). I left him my number to contact me if he wanted to grab a coffee. Nothing crazy. Just to get reacquainted and to see if I'm really ready to get a friendship going again with him. So now it's in his hands. I won't let him control my life anymore. If he doesn't want to give me the opportunity to decide what I want then that's just fine. If he does then that will be fine, too.

I guess I'll keep you posted.

Love,
Michelle